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Very Goth
You scored 72! |
| You're a Goth. Whether you admit it freely or not there is no denying it. You love the stuff and can't get enough. You decorate your living space in a way that is part morbid part chaotic.I'm sure your music is mostly Goth/Industrial/Darkwave. Wherever you go you're probably dressed mostly in black.Not only do you know who Switchblade Symphony is, you own every CD and EP they ever put out. Your dream profession is definatly something that benifits goths-Tattoo artist, goth DJ, freelance Gothic artist, Gothy comic creator ect.ect.ect... |
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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| 10:57am 18/02/2005 |
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mood: really fuck'n bored music: Graduation - Vitamin C
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Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band | Created by naw5689 and taken 18210 times on bzoink! | | Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: | Scarling. | | Are you male or female: | H/C | | Describe yourself: | Alexander the Burn Victim | | How do some people feel about you: | Black Horse Riding Star | | How do you feel about yourself: | Creep | | Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: | A Constant Reminder | | Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: | Can't | | Describe where you want to be: | The Last Day I Was Happy | | Describe what you want to be: | Crispin Glover | | Describe how you live: | Art of Pretension | | Describe how you love: | Love Becomes a Ghost | | Share a few words of wisdom | The Band Aid Only Covers the Bullet Hole | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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| 01:01am 09/01/2005 |
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mood:  aggravated music: Tip Toe - Goldfrapp
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Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band | Created by naw5689 and taken 3473 times on bzoink! | | Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: | Goldfrapp | | Are you male or female: | Human | | Describe yourself: | Crystalline Green | | How do some people feel about you: | Utopia | | How do you feel about yourself: | Hairy Trees | | Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: | Deer Stops | | Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: | Slippage | | Describe where you want to be: | Felt Mountain | | Describe what you want to be: | Horse Tears | | Describe how you live: | Strict Machine | | Describe how you love: | Deep Honey | | Share a few words of wisdom | Tip Toe | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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| 08:24pm 26/07/2004 |
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| 01:26am 22/07/2004 |
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mood:  crushed music: Pretty Good Year - Tori Amos
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Dear You,
Yea you know who I'm talking to. Anyway I was looking through a magazine and I found this little clip written about Zach Braff, the dude from 'Scrubs' that you'd like to fuck the shit out of.
So this article was just basically about what he's doing with his career. He has a new movie coming out called 'Garden State', you might want to check that out. Also he apparently directed the "Superman" (theme to Scrubs) music video.
Randomly they put in his top downloads that he has in his personal collection and I figured you might want to listen to a little peice of him. so here it is
"Crush" - Gavin DeGraw
"Whither Vulcan" - Remy Zero
"Young Pilgrims" - The Shins
"Pain Killer" - Turin Brakes
"Winter" - Josua Radin
"Orange Sky" - Alexi Murdoch
"Honestly" - Cary Brothers
"Guitar" - Cake
"Winding Road" - Bonnie Sommerville
"Sulk" - Radiohead |
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| 04:28am 05/07/2004 |
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My Best Friend is ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) hagfag | | Our 18 common interests are: anime, berlin, bjork, blondie, courtney love, depeche mode, garbage, gay boys, goldfrapp, hole, jack off jill, madonna, margaret cho, placebo, rasputina, republica, switchblade symphony, tori amos | Who is your best friend?
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| 05:20pm 22/06/2004 |
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music: Band Aid Covers the Bullet Hole - Scarling
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Mary-Kate Olsen Being Treated for Eating Disorder
2 hours, 11 minutes ago
LOS ANGELES (Reuters) - Teen actress Mary-Kate Olsen, who with her twin sister Ashley has grown into an American pop icon and fashion brand, has entered a program for treatment of an eating disorder reported to be anorexia.
Reuters Photo
Canadian Press
Slideshow: Olsen Twins
Should You Switch?
Do the cell phone shuffle with a new service plan and the latest phones.
The 18-year-old co-star of last month's film "New York Minute" recently "entered a treatment facility to seek professional help for a health-related issue," publicist Michael Pagnotta said on Tuesday.
"She is thankful for the encouragement and support of her friends and family, who are with her every step of the way," he added.
A person familiar with the situation told Reuters that Olsen was suffering from an eating disorder. Olsen entered a facility during the past week or 10 days and was expected to remain in treatment for about a month, the person said.
Us Weekly magazine, in the cover story of its upcoming issue, identified the disorder as anorexia.
Speculation about Olsen's rail-thin figure has been the subject of tabloids, gossip columns and the Internet for weeks. The actress herself poked fun at the issue during the twins' recent appearance on "Saturday Night Live," shouting to an extra playing herself, "You're too skinny! Eat a sandwich!"
Pagnotta said both sisters, who turned 18 on June 13, were going ahead with plans to attend New York University together in the fall.
But Ashley Olsen will be making a planned trip later this month to Australia and New Zealand without Mary-Kate to launch overseas promotion of "New York Minute" -- the sisters' first theatrical feature, he said.
The twins have been in the public eye since they were 9 months old, starring in the television sitcom "Full House." Since then, they have sold millions of videos, DVDs and books and have launched their own fashion line.
But director-producer Michael Kruzan, who has worked with the twins for years, was quoted in Us Weekly as describing Mary-Kate as the "more competitive" of the two girls. |
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| 09:21pm 26/05/2004 |
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mood:  creative music: This Groove - Victoria Beckham
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Alrighty everyone so Senior Prom is Friday. WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO! Can't wait; psyched!!! So we're taking a limo in and we're going to need a soundtrack so I've decided either take the cd's with me or make a cd (Which ever my computer will allow first) of some of the best shit that I've been listening to these past four years or more.
So if anyone has any suggestions, maybe something I forgot or just something that might be really kick ass to listen to blasting into Boston riding in a limo.
But here's what I have so far for a track list:
1. Allegretto - Bond Girls
2. Transylvanian Concubine - Rasputina (Yes Sir, Mister Sir Mix)
3. Clown - Switchblade Symphony (Transmutater vs. Razed in Black mix)
4. Life in Mono - Mono (XTC mix)
5. Ready to Go - Republica (Original Mix)
6. Pagan Poetry - Bjork (French Trance Mix)
7. I Turn2U - Mel C
8. Maria - Blondie (Soul Solution Remix)
9. Rasberry Swirl - Tori Amos (Sugar Coated and Sinful Remix)
10. Every You and Every Me - Placebo
11. The Olde Headboard - Rasputina (Weathered Mix)
12. Girl Anachronism - The Dresden Dolls
13. Promise Me - The Birthday Massacre
14. My Cat - Jack Off Jill (Meow Mix)
15. Train - Goldfrapp
16. Beautiful - Sarah Brightman
17. Diamonds Are Forever - Shirly Bassey (Mantronik Diamond Cut Club Mix)
18. The Horrible People - Marilyn Manson
19. Blue Lights(Blue Lies in Your Eyes) - Fiction
20. Beloved - VNV Nation
Thats all for now!
Everyone offer me some input! |
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| 12:51pm 23/05/2004 |
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mood:  enthralled music: Allegretto - Bond Girls
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| 02:39pm 11/05/2004 |
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mood:  energetic music: Herr Holkien - Garmarna
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OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to
takes things at
the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but
doesn't
pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends
importantly. Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.
Opinionated. Does not care of
what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong
clairvoyance. Loves to
travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily
jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and
fair.
Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses
confidence. Loves children.
What does your birth month say about you?
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| 11:45pm 15/04/2004 |
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mood: crushed music: Scarling - Can't (Halloween Valentine)
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"Halloween Valentine
You got two where is mine
Hitler heart cigarette
Am I safe here.... I forgot
No, I'm not this crazy
And I can't have fun
Makes me feel like nothing
Am I just that dumb
No, you're not so crazy
Does this feel like fun
If you can't feel something then you're just that dumb
Bloody nose on white dress
Vanilla girl is in distress
Sullen sun humid sky
Feel so sick I don't why
No, I'm not this crazy
And I can't have fun
Makes me feel like nothing
Am I just that dumb
No, you're not so crazy
Does this feel like fun
If you can't feel something then you're just that dumb
Far away
I escape
Hold me close
and I break
Let me break
Watch break
No, I'm not this crazy
And I can't have fun
Makes me feel like nothing
Am I just that dumb
No, you're not so crazy
Does this feel like fun
If you can't feel something then you're just that dumb
Can't you understand me
Can't you understand
Can't you understand me
Can't you understand
Can't you understand me
Can't you understand
Why can't you understand"
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| Ohhh how I love my family! |
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| 12:35am 11/04/2004 |
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mood: amused music: Sex Changes - The Dresden Dolls
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Quote of the Day:
Sister: (imitating me) 'Omg I'm so gay! eh deh eh'
Me: Damn right!
Sister: No you're not you just say you are to fit in with your friends.
Me: Oh yes seeing as how the only gay friends I have live 2,000 miles away. And let me tell you, I SO went all that way just to "fit in", but not in the way that you're thinking.
You can always rely on your family to be in denial for you. |
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| 10:34pm 10/01/2004 |
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 I am The Wheel of Fortune
The Wheel of Fortune represents unexpected encounters and twists of fate. You can't predict surprises; you can only be aware when one is circling around. Indeed, Card 10 often suggests wheel-like actions - changes in direction, repeating cycles and rapid movement. When the energy of the Wheel arrives, you will feel life speed up. You are caught in a cyclone that may deposit you anywhere. "Round and round and round she goes, and where she stops, nobody knows." For a full description of your card and other goodies, please visit LearnTarot.com
| What tarot card are you? Enter your birthdate.
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| 03:04pm 23/12/2002 |
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[ x ] Spell your first name backwards- divad
[ x ] The story behind your lj user name - inspired by my obsession with Jackie Susann's novel 'Valley of the Dolls', a story I relate to very much because its about three best-friends and life and how shit turns out and PILLS love PILLS!!!!
[ x ] Are you a lesbian - HAH!
[ x ] Where do you live - that hole also known as Massachuesetts
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - beautiful, tormented, unsatified, addicted
[ x ] Wallet - Black one with a picture of the Virgin of Guadalupe on it.
[ x ] Hairbrush - filled with hair
[ x ] Toothbrush - check!
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - Silver Ankh ring
[ x ] Pillow cover - Geisha
[ x ] Blanket - Burgandy Medivel French design
[ x ]Coffee Tea cup - pretty Victorian China
[ x ] Sunglasses - Jackie O. style sunglasses, that or my blue lense glasses
[ x ] Underwear -grey to black and sometimes banana pattern
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - Rasputina "Cabin Fever"
[ x ] Tattoos - not yet
[ x ] Piercings - corset or tongue soon
[ x ] What you are wearing now- Black DKNY teeshirt and random pair of green pants I pulled off the floor this morning
[ x ] Hair - short and blonde, undershaved
[ x ] Makeup - I wish
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - ...my teeth?
[ x ] In my head- sex...suicide......you know the deal
[ x ] Wishing - to breathe
[ x ] After this - attempt suicide.....maybe
[ x ] Talking to- whatever
[ x ] Eating - nothing
[ x ] Fetishes - dick
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who would it be and for what reason - I have to get back to you on that....I really hate alot of people
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Kelly
[ x ] Is next to you - no-one
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - Nightmare before christmas, stigmata, the piano, interview with the vampire, the virgin suicides
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - uhhh my funeral
[ x ] The last thing you ate - toast
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of- I'll get back to you on that one
[ x ] Do you like candles - yes
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - but of course
[ x ] Do you like incense - can't get enough of it
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - yeeeees! Carlos! WOOHOO!
[ x ] Do you believe in love - Yes but not for me...
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates- depends what you consider....I have a very distorted view on some things
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - sometimes
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - Oh yes, repent and thou shalt be saved!
[ x ] Do you believe in God - I believe in something I'm just not sure what
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - for it to be preserved and decorated as beautifully gothic as possible.....make me look ethereal when I die.
x ] Who is your worst enemy - I hate everyone lately
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - Your mom
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - I'm an insomniac I can go days staying up
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - no (sigh)
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks -yes
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - British ones or basically anythign foreign
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candy - Sour stuff. like Soar Patch Kidz
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - That their lack of attention and failure to comprehend me, my wants and desires for simple love and affection killed me
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - Why people never think of me, and how whatever shit they do effects me in a negative way yet they do it anyway, and then they ignore me.
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - .... |
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| My Kind of X-Mas Album |
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| 03:07pm 21/12/2002 |
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CHRISTMAS CAROLS FOR THE PSYCHIATRICALLY CHALLENGED
Schizophrenia:
Do You Hear What I Hear?
Multiple Personality Disorder:
We Three Queens Disoriented Are
Dementia:
I Think I'll be Home for Christmas
Narcissistic:
Hark the Herald Angles Sing About Me
Tourette's Syndrome:
Rudolph the %*!#^@ Red-Nosed %*!#!@ Reindeer
Manic:
Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores
and Office and Schools and Town and Cars and Busses and Trucks and
Trees and Fire Hydrants and......
Paranoid:
Santa Claus is Coming to Get me
Borderline Personality Disorder:
Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire
Personality Disorder:
You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll tell
You Why
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder:
Jingle Bells, jingle Bells! Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells!
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells! Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells! Jingle
Bells...
Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder:
Let it Snow, Let it Snow, Let's Open Presents! |
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| Everyone download this! Terror by My Ruin! |
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| 07:44pm 28/10/2002 |
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This is what you call me...
I STRIKE TERROR AMONG MEN
I can't be bothered with what they think
I bare my cross, my soul, MYSELF
I FORGIVE... BUT I NEVER FORGET
I've been put upon this earth in FEMALE form
But I can handle myself with the best of you
As well as THE WORST
And I often have
I have the right to remain silent
But I choose to SPEAK, SING, SCREAM
I am LIPS, HIPS, TITS... I AM THE POWER OF A WOMAN
STRONG like music
TRUE like friendship
But without my FRIENDS there would be no music... ONLY SPOKEN WORD
FUCKER!
I am able to change
So I live without REGRET, without REMORSE only a REMIX
I am DRUNK, I am SOBER
HEAVEN doesn't want me and HELL'S AFRAID I'LL TAKE OVER
Don't bother trying to CENSOR me or SHUT ME UP
Because IT WON'T WORK
I am COLD and DISTANT yet WARM and CLOSE
To those who deserve to see that side of me
PART OF ME... THE HEART OF ME
You find ME so hard to understand in YOUR WORLD
The world you perceive to be so NORMAL
I AM DEFORMED... SCORNED, REBORN
I am ME
And I know exactly WHO I AM, WHAT I AM and THE WRATH I BRING
The UGLY BEAUTY, the LYING TRUTH, the VIRGIN WHORE... the QUIET STORM
A LOVER, a FIGHTER, a SAINT, a SINNER, a SISTER, a DAUGHTER
OLD SCHOOL...... a BEGINNER
I have decorated myself with LOVE, HATE, TRUTH.... YOU
All of you, BOTH OF YOU, none of you... more than one of you
With LIPS LIKE SUGAR, EYES LIKE MEAT
I've watched MEN come, go and CHEAT
I SLEEP to DREAM and DREAM of SLEEP
I HAD A DREAM JOE
That you were standing in the middle of an open road
I HAD A DREAM JOE
That your hands were raised up to the sky
And your MOUTH WAS COVERED IN FOAM
I've been CRUCIFIED, JUSTIFIED and MORTIFIED by my behaviour
Both FEMININE and MASCULINE I am a CONTRADICTION and JUXTAPOSITION
My RELIEF is my RELEASE and only time will tell
ALL'S WELL that ENDS WELL
I am UNSWEETENED, UNCLEAN.... Been called DRAMA QUEEN
EX GIRLFRIEND, EX MEMBER... the TANTRUM, the TEMPER
I point my finger... TAKE THE BLAME
And this time I WILL OWN THE NAME
Because NOBODY is going to RUIN ME, if I have to I will RUIN MYSELF..
And it will be 'MY RUIN'
FUCKER! |
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