[ x ] The story behind your lj user name - inspired by my obsession with Jackie Susann's novel 'Valley of the Dolls', a story I relate to very much because its about three best-friends and life and how shit turns out and PILLS love PILLS!!!!
[ x ] Are you a lesbian - HAH!
[ x ] Where do you live - that hole also known as Massachuesetts
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - beautiful, tormented, unsatified, addicted
[ x ] Wallet - Black one with a picture of the Virgin of Guadalupe on it.
[ x ] Hairbrush - filled with hair
[ x ] Toothbrush - check!
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - Silver Ankh ring
[ x ] Pillow cover - Geisha
[ x ] Blanket - Burgandy Medivel French design
[ x ]Coffee Tea cup - pretty Victorian China
[ x ] Sunglasses - Jackie O. style sunglasses, that or my blue lense glasses
[ x ] Underwear -grey to black and sometimes banana pattern
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - Rasputina "Cabin Fever"
[ x ] Tattoos - not yet
[ x ] Piercings - corset or tongue soon
[ x ] What you are wearing now- Black DKNY teeshirt and random pair of green pants I pulled off the floor this morning
[ x ] Hair - short and blonde, undershaved
[ x ] Makeup - I wish
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - ...my teeth?
[ x ] In my head- sex...suicide......you know the deal
[ x ] Wishing - to breathe
[ x ] After this - attempt suicide.....maybe
[ x ] Talking to- whatever
[ x ] Eating - nothing
[ x ] Fetishes - dick
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who would it be and for what reason - I have to get back to you on that....I really hate alot of people
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Kelly
[ x ] Is next to you - no-one
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - Nightmare before christmas, stigmata, the piano, interview with the vampire, the virgin suicides
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - uhhh my funeral
[ x ] The last thing you ate - toast
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of- I'll get back to you on that one
[ x ] Do you like candles - yes
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - but of course
[ x ] Do you like incense - can't get enough of it
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - yeeeees! Carlos! WOOHOO!
[ x ] Do you believe in love - Yes but not for me...
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates- depends what you consider....I have a very distorted view on some things
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - sometimes
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - Oh yes, repent and thou shalt be saved!
[ x ] Do you believe in God - I believe in something I'm just not sure what
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - for it to be preserved and decorated as beautifully gothic as possible.....make me look ethereal when I die.
x ] Who is your worst enemy - I hate everyone lately
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - Your mom
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - I'm an insomniac I can go days staying up
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - no (sigh)
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks -yes
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - British ones or basically anythign foreign
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candy - Sour stuff. like Soar Patch Kidz
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - That their lack of attention and failure to comprehend me, my wants and desires for simple love and affection killed me
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - Why people never think of me, and how whatever shit they do effects me in a negative way yet they do it anyway, and then they ignore me.
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - ....